Wednesday, October 13, 2004
the exams are gone.
time to slack.
(:
got my guitar today.
it's so cool.
i love my guitar so.
jaime came over today.
she taught me a lil bit a guitar.
but i'm hopeless.
tsskkk.
-shakes head at self-
slacked around too.
then listen to music.
and we listened to blue's 'breathe easy' for almost 10 times?
till i got so sick of it.
feel so weird.
like got nothing to do.
so far,
the papers are alright.
but i screwed up my cheena paper and english compo.
i'm so angry with myself for not looking properly at the compo question.
hopefully it's not out of point.
if not i'm so going to kill myself.
boring.
i can't go out.
i'm sick.
it's terrible can.
for so many days.
coughing like no one's business.
wanted to skip school next monday,
then realized got angklung.
boring.
performance at the end of year.
meaning,
i can't skip school again.
whatthehell.
there'll be mass,
which i so don't enjoy.
no offence to those who enjoys it.
i need to go out or i'll die.
so i gotta get well soon.
not much happened.
and i detest going to school.
because,
nevermind.
you won't understand anyway.
just feel that all they care about is to talk about their stuffs.
they will just act like they didn't hear what you're saying.
i'm so dumb.
sighhs.
yeapp yeapp.
shall blog off here now.
i'm sick of the hypocrisy.
i'm sick of the disagreements.
i'm sick of my insecurity.
i'm sick of acting like i don't care.
i'm sick of being me.
i'm sick of being so paranoid.
i'm sick of listening.
i'm sick of tolerating.
i'm sick of putting a fake front.
i'm sick of the people i call friends.
i'm sick of facing people i call friends.
i'm sick of being a fool.
i'm sick of being sick.
i'm sick of going to school.
i'm sick of the world.
i'm sick of hating.
i'm sick of everything.